screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Friday, February 03, 2006
4:22 AM
red-eyed
that's my nick for today. i don't know what came over me but i had my first ever argument with someone other than my family members. it was daunting, it was different, it was scary...
i dunno, today's been an eventful day. i did wat i was 'supposed' to do. i knew it hurt but like wat many told me that it pays to be cruel. i've to be cruel to be kind. and even if it means that he'll hate me. it really sucks that someone whom you care so much tell you so much that you may not want to hear or listen. sigh..eitherways, i took a step, no wait, not even a step....i took a huge leap. i hope i don't fall...
i hope i don't fall...
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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