screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
2:43 PM
u are sad?
hmmm trying very very very very very (x infinity) to refrain from messaging u. Even though I'm slowly getting used to it (because I have to), it's still extremely hard to not message u.....
indulge in all the vices, renzi...
I actually did almost eveyrthing yesterday...gamble, drink,... haha..oh well.. even after everything...i still thought of u. I had a missed call from some private number, thought it was you but then I mentally slapped myself and told myself not to be silly.
He's just a friend....he is just a friend.
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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