screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Monday, November 27, 2006
11:11 PM
it all seems so futile
I reckon the psychological heartache is translating into physical heart discomfort. Thank God nothing's wrong with my heart - so the doctor claims so after like one week, I'll probably be able to go to the gym and sell my soul to the clanging of heavy weights and the bloody-rushing music accompanying my favourite body combat classes.
Hmmm...he doesn't care, so why should I bother? I mean I've been trying my very best but I'm always greeted with cold responses. Am I not worth anything anymore? Does he feel obliged to see me? Does he detest me now?
So many questions, guess I'll have my answers in time to come, when he has the time and when I actually find time to bother him again.
Shucks my fever's comin back. Guess I'll have to sleep it off. Good night world.
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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