hmm i'm being silly again
I simply hate to even be so consumed by my own problems. I mean there's so much more out there that I should bother and involve myself in. I shall indulge one more time before I actually call it a day for now, and hopefully I can get to sleep easily and not face my wall and brood again.
I don't understand why MrE is so...concerned...well I mean he always notices J... I know I have no right, in his words he said tat too, to even be jealous. Guess so...even during the wedding that we all attended he was so fixated at J&E's problem...why is that so? I was lucky to have had DR at my right because I needed an avenue to concentrate on, and even (I'm so ashamed to have used DR anyway) to make MrE jealous, but of course to no avail.
Even when I go to church, he doesn't notice. AND HE MESSAGES ME ALL THE STUFF I PAINSTAKINGLY TYPED OUT EARLIER...is he trying to kill me emotionally? Only when I'm not with him, he takes tries his utmost best...what happens now?
I'm just being silly...I know it. I've to snap out of it.
God help me...
renzi screams again...
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