clearin my old phone's messages
ulgh can't stand myself for partially blaming mrE for not doing my cfa. I'll state why then..aiyoh fuck it lah. I just feel that I'm or well, had been trying to work around his schedule all the fucking time...talk about sacrifices, I do almost as much as him. Even for my fucking CFA, I just lost the motivation of studying because I wanna spend more time with him. Of course, if he EVER does see this then of course he'll argue and say that I'm hauntingly unreasonable. Maybe I'm finding excuses for myself...bah oh well...fuck this shit:
(before i type my msgs from the old LG phone..guess all i can say is...i should have stayed in oz, it would prob be better. i would be fuckin busy all the time and would only have time at night for you, the best for you right? fuckin hell, i'm damn irritated for nothing. i mean what can i do? you're merely "just a friend" what....and i'm better off being ur gf from oz...i wouldn't be so affected by you and we can both be part timers to each other because we only have time for each other for what, 1 hour each day??? and i really thought if i'm like working i would have less time...guess i was wrong and guess i know to a certain extent i'm unreasonable because firstly i'm only a friend to you AND secondly i SHOULD understand that u're busy and u're a student...)
written in 05
why? no pls pls pls talk talk -wink- pls -wink-
Good morning dear dunno if you are up yet...Did you have a good sleep? Hope you did...
No would rather you have slept happy you got a good rest you seemed tired and snappy yesterday...Do you have your sg line with you?
I am. Sigh i wanna talk more to you and all but everytime i sense you getting sleepy. it discourages me and i know you are tired so i wld rather you sleep
I really want you back but i feel bad to tell you to come back you know
Good morning hmmm just got to school...so sleepy zzz hahah hmm u better study hard for your test then and do well dunn go online ah
Dear good nite going to sleep now unless u dun feel like doing your work and wanna talk some more haha want?
Prob jus still pissed lah just let me be lah think it will pass...
I somehow feel that you wld only tell me what you think i can take and not everything alot of the time. Its ok now. We are friends no hard feelings.
2006
Hmmm ok you got nowhere else better to bring them ah
Sigh sorry. I am so oblivious 2 what u want n need. Sorry I make no excuses. If u want I can come over now and we can talk outside. Just tot u wouldn't want that.
renzi screams again...
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