screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Saturday, July 22, 2006
2:38 AM
i noe wat i want.
Work's been really draining - not because it's been really slow, it's just boring, so boring it drains me. This desk (or departmenr) is k-i-l-l-i-n-g m-e V-E-R-Y s-l-o-w-l-y... I really want to go back to the desk I was originally from. I mean the desk is full of monkeys (including the managers), AND more importantly it is also fast paced. I need it now, for many reasons I shall not dabble in at the moment.
I want to excel, I want to soar. I only do well when the pace is faster. If I do go back to the first desk, I wanna be one of the best trainees. I want to do so well that they recommend me to go overseas. I give myself 2 years. Haha! I even told my big boss from tokyo, T, that I would see him in 2 years. He said that was too long. Funnily, in my opinion that was an ambitious statement I made in front of at least 10 people (including ALL the bosses). But whatever it is, I aim to go to hk or tokyo after approximately 2 years.
For now, it's just work, work and more work. I need to read up more. Come in early, read more and ask more questions. My plan...Morning, come in early to do the necessary shit before reading the newspapers, check certain rates. Lunch would be gym time and a quick bite with my girls. The rest of the day I'll slog hard. After work, I'll go back to the gym for a quick workout before I head downstairs to study. I'll start doing this after next week and will try to keep up with it till December at least. Then I'll think of another strategy. Maybe go for a holiday - recharge my batteries and SLOG HARD AGAIN.
So, for whatever, whoever, whichever else, it will come after 2 years. After 2 years, if I don't make it, I'll...........find a rich dude, marry him and be a tai tai. At least I tried my best eh?
So much for ambition.
sigh
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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