screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Sunday, July 02, 2006
3:20 AM
Expectations
I don't like to be swarmed with expectations. I don't work well with expectations - they make me uneasy. So what do I do when I realise I've a thousand and one expectations piled up on top of me? I freeze and shut myself out...I mean expectations are good, and they motivate but I only have expectations for myself, not for others - they give me the drive to make me want to excel.
Why do others, then, expect so much from me? I don't do the same...or at least I try to make a conscious effort not to do so because it causes discomfort.
argggghhhh
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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