screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Saturday, May 06, 2006
3:18 AM
lost
i feel extremely lost. i have no idea why. i had the urge to purge (hmm that rhymed) for the sake of doing it. somehow it creates some sort of calmin, therapetic effect. i had to right the temptation to do so. i forced myself not to go to the toilet with anne, for fear i would do what i did yesterday. luring isn't it?
think i'll go to ecp with or without jon. i need to exercise. i need to keep my mind off things, keep it busy.
maybe retail therapy would do my good but i'm saving the money for my half day on the 18th this month.
or...?
i hope i see... wee, jon and ren ren tomorrow.
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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