i'm not ready to be vulnerable
Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. Lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket--safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. To love is to be vulnerable.
it was taken from someone's blog. hmmm all i know now is...i'm not ready. that's all i know, and that's all for now i suppose.
I should sort out myself bfore delving into anything with anyone. becase i feel i'm VERY screwed up. I've no proper job, i'm terribly insecure, AND my walk with God is in the ruins. so yeah...
ulgh...i'm still feeling a bit hungover.
renzi screams again...
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