screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Monday, March 06, 2006
6:34 AM
not working out?
this not-seeing-and-messaging-the-boys stint doesn't seem to be working out.i'll still try though because my mind's still screwed up. somehow i think i'll still be screwed up in some ways after this whole episode ends.
hmm what i know is this
1) i'm a super emotional person. i may not show it because i'm proud but i get very attached to peopl whom i interact with.
2) i need a guy who's knows what he wants, is not afriad to fight for what he wants and well would accept me for who i am (and tht includes my family members too)
3) i also want a few things in a guy - him to be a christian (ya..comin from me but i need to get my act clean w God first), to not smoke, to speak his mind
4) i'm screwd up..hmm enough said.
dunno whether that made any sense....it's 3.42 think i should turn in. bah.
good night world.
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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