screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Thursday, February 02, 2006
5:14 AM
i am easily distracted
i'm so amazed that there is someone out there who is still interested in me. i'm like a kid. in constant need of attention and love. i blindly reciprocate sometimes.
i dunno..i dun really wanna be distracted anymore. like what i told him, i am just very tired already. i lack the lustre and zest of a kid. in that area i'm way off. haha...i'm just jaded and worn out.
Dear God, I really need you now..
sighh...he just gave me flowers today but i don't want anything from ken. it'll make it even harder to let go. I mean obviously any girl in my shoes would want to be spoilt, but i guess i owe it to him to not be this selfish and i think he should have the best. i don't want to be unfair to him. that's all i'm thinkin and wishin now.
i'm a bitch, i'm a lover, i'm a child, i'm a mother, i'm a sinner, i'm a saint...
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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