screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Friday, February 24, 2006
1:01 AM
Day 05 - I need a drink
For probably most of my life, I wouldn't know certain things. I'm probably nonchalant about most things. Guess it's time...
I want a someone...
... to love me, and will probably continue to love me. I know time is an issue here. Many would argue that how can one actually promise something that is so intangible. Yeah true, and I'm not asking for the person to promise me, because I don't want jus promises. I guess that's an ideal.
... to walk with me during star-lit nights, stormy weathers, and i mean this literally. Even after a long day's work, it would be really romantic to jus stroll, unwind.
... to make me happy. when i'm down, he (hopefully not she) tells me jokes, poke or jab me, even hug me and tell me everyting's alright. when i've certain issues or am facing or dealing with my family, he would hug me and assure me.
... who is willing to do anything for me, like cook.
... who springs little surprises, like even little notes, it makes a person's day, makes a person feel loved.
... who can take care of himself. who is able to support himself (and hopefully me even though i'm working) emotionally and physically. he has to be my pillar of support (and i'll do the same)
... whom i can love and reciprocate the love being showered on me. i want to feel secure in his love, and know that even (as cheesy as it may sound), the world comes crashing down, he will be there, with me, going through whatever i'm going through (and i be willin to do the same). that's most important. i guess up till now, i can't find that someone.
guess i'll never find that guy
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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