Day 03 - Dark rings from too much sleep?
I feel like some bum. I keep staying at home but somehow I'm reminded of certain things and issues that I'm probably procrastinating and refraining from facing. I try to avoid by sleeping but somehow it doesn't work. When I wake up I'm confronted by them again. Por por and everyone in the family haven't been making things easy too. Bryan made a comment that I looked pale today, and that I have dark eye rings. That can't be. I mean I HAVE been sleeping, more than normal and I still look like shit? Sigh..
I can't wait for these weeks to end; to tell him and the other one that there's no use, no point in waiting for me. I'm just a piece of shiat, and they can find better. I know I'm probably in no position to tell them to do anything but for their interest at heart, that's probably the right thing to do.
I guess there's no use beating myself up, so well I've decided to change; for better or worse, we shall see.
we shall see
renzi screams again...
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