screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Sunday, January 15, 2006
8:51 PM
i am renee yang
yeap. that's me. the screwed up me.
renee yang resembles a little girl, who likes to eat...one simple example would be chocolate (which she tend to overeat). she likes to eat prawn mee even though there is a potential that she may get a bad case of rashes. that kinda shows her stubborn and care-less nature.
she also likes to stare into space and daydream, likes to argue for the sake of arguing, likes to do things that she knows would probably hurt herself.
she likes to be pampered. she adores recieving little gifts, and occasional surprises. that makes her day. it's the little things that make a girl, a little girl feel special. she doesn't want huge expensive gifts. she just wants to know and feel special, adored and spoilt. you can say she's extremely selfish.
she doesn't like cockroaches and all sorts of insects. it freaks her out. death freaks her out, this is espcially so with regards to her grandmother, whose death could be linked to smoking. she doesn't like smoking mainly because of that.
she doesn't know what's going on at the moment. for now some have been telling her to screw everything and be single and happy. she's currently thinking about it.
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i dunno wat's going on. i really dunno wat's going on. i mean the ball's definitely in my court. two guys are waiting for my reply. now all i supposedly need is time. i keep getting pulled both sides. i'm getting tired. i'm sure two of them are getting tired too.
maybe i should just pull out and screw it. i don't wanna lead anyone on, i don't wanna hurt anyone. i know i'm just stalling time and procrastinating but i really dunno what i should do. man.
seriously i dunno what those two see in me. but hmm...i'll take these few weeks to think about it. maybe after CNY i'll just avoid the two. now tat's a plan.
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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