screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Monday, December 19, 2005
2:44 AM
why...
why am i such a screwd up individual? why am i doin things to hurt the people who mean the most to me? why am i pushing this person ......away from me; to his limits?? what the fuck is my motive, or are my motives? wat am i achieving in doin such shit?
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another friend's gone today. i hugged her for a good 10-20 seconds. nothing will be the same again. no more bitching, no more chirpy hellos, no more good mornings on msn, no more washin the dishes with her, nor washin the toilets with her...
at times like these i just want to bury myself alive...
renzi...renee yang shiqi, i'm utterly disappointed in you. you're like ur brother, a disgrace to the Yang clan, a probable slut in everyone's eyes and just a silly gal who is a fucking ass.
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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