something to take away from HOUSE
hmm you cannot control your emotions but what you can control is your actions....
how true is that...at times like these i really need jean and karen. sniffles...
maybe i really should go back earlier. what was i even thinking when i booked the bloody 23rd flight??
i was goin through a series of thought-provoking sessions yesterday. it occured to me that i still have no idea. i have no clue as to what i should do in the future. i have no plans to actually actively make and effort to find out. i'm a piece of shit. i've grown so much. i don't want to be jus known as the "nice gal". i don't want people to view me as that anyway. life's just gets more and more complicated as time flies by. i need to be more responsible. i need to get over some issues. bah...i jus wanna go back in time, maybe.......................back to secondary school days?
come to tink of it...i miss eemin. he's my first platonic guy friend. many claim that there is no such thing as platonic friends but hey he's living proof that it is actually possible. i just had this chat with susu about it. not all guys get to know you for reasons that are...well, say to get into your pants. i'll leave it as tat.
i miss my sec school mates...xiuying, christina, catherine, kum kit, max, alvin...sigh...i wanna go back now...
renzi screams again...
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