screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Saturday, November 05, 2005
7:37 PM
stark contrast
THERE IS THIS STARK CONTRAST FROM YESTERDAYYYYYYYYYY...AND I DUNNO WHY I'M TYPING THIS IN CAPS......hahahaha...i shall attempt to write like how i usually do in year 1....=ppp....man my eyes are killing me...i really think this time round i'm having a slight case of wat's that called...oh hayfever.shitshitshit!!! nooooo i dun wannnnnnnnnnnnnn.... nooooooo.... i hate the feeling of being sick, then again i've been pretty much down with some irritating bug for almost a mth.TMD...damn it...i still have phelgm, and renewing my damn OSHC card, and goin to the doc didn't do any good.sniffles. i wanna run...i really want to.....i feel...........bubbly (that's the only word that came to mind)...bubbly...but bubbly has another meaning. ahh wateverrrr..as long as i get it...i dun really care. hahahahaha...u noe wat i dun really care about something else...hahaha comments that come out from my chou zui ba hahahah...mannn speaking of chinese i tried speaking to the girls (christie, cheng and susu) andd i failed terribly...sigh wo bu shi hua ren helllpppp...noooooooooooooooooooooooooo.... oh yeah... i jus noticed my title again...
yesterday i was on a roll, studying and it was a productive day, not to mention well the silly prances round my room screaming on the top of my voice to james brown's song. it's so different today. sigh. i feel so lethargic and nothing seems to be goin in. at this rate, i'm screwed. i dun wanna go in for my exam! i dun wanna do badly! i dun wanna jus pass, or fail of course! damn it damn it damn it....i tink i'll grab some sleep before dinner. dum dee dum...
i have to say....i miss the HUMs...i really do. yeshhh i noe i'm so random in this entry today but i dun really care lah, fuck it...hahah i really miss the buncha ppl that i knew earlier. i'm not saying that the people whom i know now are second-class, nor am i saying that their better friends, i'm just saying it's so different. the year 1 lifestyle is WAYYY different from this year, or well last year *rolls eyes for obvious reasons*. sigh... it's probably because of my reunion with at least 1/2 of the HUMs yesterday. it was a breath of fresh air again. hahah... how ironic, really ironic that at that instant, i was tinking, i just wish...yada yada...well..we can NEVER be satisfied eh? oh well....
time to go now i tink.... i need to lie down....i'm a sick gal....maybe it's psychological...but watever!!!!! your mother works in maccas!! hahaha mann i'm so random today that it's killing me, and I AM NOT LAUGHIN....(even though i keep putting ahahhaaS...it's such a bad habit..hahaha ARGGGHHH)
ok i'm ghost.
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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