my dreams, my thoughts, my battles, my life

Sunday, November 06, 2005
2:41 PM

hay fever

i wonder why they call hay fever "hay fever", i mean why not like spring fever...? or watever...(i'm very bad with names). hahaha well...speaking of which, i think i may have hay fever. even the stupid doc thinks (yes, thinks) it's hay fever. oh well. i tink i need to rest my eyes. actually i just need rest. i need an excuse, wait...reassssoooon for me to rest. i'm been pretty lethargic lately. and horror of horrors, i'm goin to get my menses soon. grrrr. curse of women. =ppp

anyway i happened to update my expenses record and decided to tabulate how much i've spent so far in aus. sigh i've spent approximately 12k already!!!!! that's a friggin load of money and i'm feeling so guilty. but i guess i'm living within my expenses so that's alright and i'm getting money back from selling some items. whooo! i'll probably collect the money and let it rot in my account for a few years, if possible =) i'm also quite glad that i'm not really a spendthrift and i dun go into bouts of shopping sprees. this is probably one the reasons why i can't wait to start earning money. i need money baby, keep the cash flowing in! =)

speaking of spending, i really dun understand how some people can actually spend on anything and everything. no doubt they do save a little here and there from using their knowledge, calculations and research, some items in my opinion are just plain wants. they come up with the fancy reasons to mask the excuses but well...it's sometimes just a waste of money. i feel bad for their parents sometimes. guess in some ways i'm glad that mother always reminds me and makes me feel like crap about spending. earning money is hard, and if their kids are not in their shoes it'd be diff to actually realise that. ok! i shall send an ecard to thank mother today... =) hahaha she'd prob be thinking errrrrrrrrr.....is this renee? but seriously tink she deserves to know that i really appreciate it. =)

enough of money matters. speaking of money always makes me guilty and stressed (because it's not my money hahahaha). as if studying right now is not stressful enough. hahahah...okok...tink i'd better lie down for a bit before studying. i've two guests today! i'm cooking teochew ba chor mee and watching aussie idol before i start continue mugging. wheee =)))

renzi screams again...

what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s

what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)

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