stomach in my butterflies.
sigh...everytime i tink about my current situation and future, i start getting really nervous. i think i need to run again, not to mention pray as well. sigh...
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i prob need to talk to the parents as well, my finance ministers. hahah...
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i feel guilty for thinking thoughts like that, blaming the bro, blaming the parents, blaming everything but myself. guess i've a high external locus of control sometimes. i'm going to put in another BUT somewhere in this sentence. i'm trying hard not to. everything that i churn out would prob be excuses
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excited nervous scared.
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hahaha one note though- prob an end note i might add- terrence actually thinks i look like i tai tai HAHAHAHAHA i'm very tickled.
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okay one more last note since i'm talking about it - i'm very tickled that he actually checked another person out of friendster. i'm very amused. =) when tat comment was being made, it actually made my day.
yeah yeah...call my screwed up. =)
renzi screams again...
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