screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Sunday, October 02, 2005
5:35 PM
just because i'm bored
well i shouldn't be bored because i still have work to do but hmm with only 20 minutes to go before i have to make my way to grace's place, i might as well just relax and try to enjoy what's left of my holidays, my last holiday i might add *gulp*
i know i shouldn't be reading her blog, because it'd probably make me feel like shit and start comparing the two brothers. i know i won't because it's too much of a hassle to go from blog to blog, just to read silly idealistic airy fairy dreams of that gal.
well this is us. the two other gals who probably had a chance to take a photo with the bride because we were(well actually still are) her brothers' girlfriends. i really wonder whether we would be taking another one of these shots when she or i gets married. hahaha i know it's silly to think about such things and i don't even know whether there's a future for stupid boy and me but hey...dreams are called dreams for a reason.
on the other hand, that gal seems pretty sure she's goin to get married to the other brother. amazing how we differ so much. sigh...but one thing she hasn't actually taken into account-her age. she has yet to even start studying in pre-university level, not to mention working and university life. wow...she's still a long way to go and in all sincerity i wish her all the best. i'm really happy to see her well so happy with that brother. =)
anyyyway i ramble too much sometimes. i'd better go.
end note: i realise this is the first time i've actually put up a photo of myself in this blog. i dunno why. oh well.
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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