my dreams, my thoughts, my battles, my life

i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...

Monday, October 24, 2005
12:04 AM

back to the future

i called a secondary school friend to wish her a happy birthday. i havent seen her in ages, like wat since my jc days. we chatted for a while and after hanging up, i started reminiscing and i was transported back to the time when i was still a kid, 13, fresh and raring to go, excited to meet new friends.

wow that was 10 years ago, actually more than that, more than a decade.
wow

so many things have happened in that span of years.

ray came into my life, i accepted God into my life, i was having fun with every aspect of my life, except for bloody kenny in GM, i hung out with stupid boy and gang, i made great friends with the spices, went to cairnes with the toot toot gang, i was a freshman yet again in AC, my work experiences in various companies, my relationships with others...

how time flies. i know i've been in these moods lately but i can't help it. i suppose it's because i know my time in monash is coming to a close. another chapter is finally going to be written beautifully. i remember the bad times, but i cherish the good ones even more.

i'm so glad what has happened to me, what i've become (even though sometimes i feel like nothing), and who i've befriended. I really thank God for everything. i'm sure every experience has taught me something valuable, i may not see it now, but i know i'll see it later. i'm sure every person whom i've come across, made friends with, God has placed them there for a reason.

i'm so glad and in bliss right now.

hmmm i'm rambling...well time to turn in. i'm not feeling well and that's prob it for the day. =)

renzi screams again...

what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s

what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)

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my loves also include...
ball games
kenneth
my friends
my privacy

i love my past
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my other side
Me

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