my dreams, my thoughts, my battles, my life

Saturday, September 10, 2005
3:13 AM

i'm grateful

well even though i'm pms-ing and going through a shitty time, i'm still grateful for all around me.

i went for mag's party today and whilst drinking with a couple of them it kinda reminded me of.............................. last year's drinking sessions, or wat we used to call one-week-a-bottle (owab). the drinking sessions, the card games, not to mention the puking and hangovers (although i was the one taking care of a couple of them). man i tell you the memories, both good and bad.

anyway jus glad that she cried to her heart's content. think she needed to jus do it. reminded me of last time when i broke up with dominic eu. after prob a good 3 mths, i called jon teo to just wail. at tat point in time i couldn't understand why things turned out tat way. even after we had that 'talk'. it's useless. once the heart's been broken and shattered by this very person, only time would mend and heal (gosh tat sounds so cliche).

hmmm i'm prob jus lost in thought right now. tired. was sabohed by a dick and keith to drink and dah... oh well...

one more thing to add to my incoherent jibberish......i've added 2 more dudes into my i-can't-stand-you-so-much-so-that-i-wish-your-dick-became-smaller list. hahaha yeah and as the heading of the list suggests, all the people in it are guys. *gasp gasp* shock shock horror horror. it's no wonder. i shall not dive into the specifics here but at this point, i dun really care. i just want to make this unreasonable presumptious generalisation that guys are dickheads. i can't be bothreered being diplomatic. hey it's my blog. wheee...

ok time to turn in. maybe i'll er..call ken to wish him a good night and warn him not to message me on my starhub line *gulp* sigh i hate waking him up. oh well not like i do tat often *doo dee dooo** time to go!

quote of the day: guys are dickheads and gals are...vaginas?

renzi screams again...

what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s

what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)

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