screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
10:34 PM
i feel like crap
i dunno why...prob because of pms. yes, when i'm down, when i'm feeling blue, when i want to eat, when i am lonely, when the world crashes on me, i blame it on pms.
oh well... i've not idea why.
maybe uncertainty is reigning in my system right now. i hate that feeling. i want to be in control. last i could remember i recall writing "fuck the whores of life" in one of my pieces of paper. easy to say but hard to accomplish. =(
jus called por por to wish her a happy birthday. i hate calling home. i've really nothing to say to them, to anyone. i hate silence. i hate everything right now.
lonely...i am so lonely...i have nobody of my own...ohhhhhhhhhhhh...
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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