screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
12:39 PM
feeling left out
they were talkin happily about their plans for the holiday and even though i did shamelessly ask them whether i could join in, i'm thinking twice now.
someone once asked me why i was closer to guys than gals. i still can't tink of anything to substantiate why i have more closer guy friends. maybe when i'm more free i'll amuse myself with the trivialities of my life =p
for now...i've jus less than half more of a sem...bear with it renee, bear with it...! bear with the fact that no one does household chores, bear with the fact that the D word can't even be bothered to throw his used toothpaste container(? shucks i can't even remember the term of tat), bear with the fact that i'm feeling lonely, bear with the fact that i'm struggling with school work at the moment...bear with it renee...
i miss rencong...i miss aik ming...i miss jon teo...i miss izzy...i miss wee joon pin...i miss lolo&honfei, i miss jon ong......hell i miss the faylows, and even the stupid ass cockroaches....
hmmm...oh well...time to get through this one day first...i wanna strike off the test and assignment tat's due tomorrow....u can do this renee!!!
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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