the procrastinator strikes again!
mann i should be studyin RIGHT now but i don't have the heart to. i'm not in any mood at all. it ALWAYS happens the night before a test/exam. i'm quite glad that i do consistent work. for times like this, i really appreciate the idea of consistency. =)
i was jus reading my past blog entries for this blog. hahah i'm still dealing with some issues that i've been struggling with last year. it's amazing. however i'm glad that there's no drama. last year it was jon and my childish jealous tantrums, not to mention stike-backs. there was also andrew who is the equation of my miserable life. oh did i mention giap two year back? mann
i've to say life's much simpler this year. no big hoohas, no fretting. it's jus me being selfish and minding my own business. =) i've managed to steer away from any sticky situations and well stay clear from potentially anything that may cause me to react 'violently'. even though i'm still dealing with other issues, i'm happier.
i'm very very satisfied with where i am at the moment. i'm snuggled in my comfort zone and somehow i dun wish to be pulled out. i don't wanna go back to work, i'm scared of being sucked into the system of bitches and bitching. neither do i wanna go back home, i don't want to see mum, or dad, or ray, or the other granny.
is there any way to escape? escaping from the turbulence of the world? escaping from people i love? escaping from people i dislike? escaping from the very things i despise? admire?
maybe even escape the eminent test i'm due to have tomorrow. *crack of thunder* ARGH!
renzi screams again...
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