just in the mood for contemplation
hahah i dunno why i think about such things but i just can't help it. it sucks to even entertain such thoughts, ESPECIALLY when work beckons and time creeps up to u.
whilst doin my work i started thinking and having doubts on almost all my seemingly apparant close friends. sometimes you wonder when you put in effort, it pays off. i feel tired of asking ppl out. i feel tired of emailing. i feel tired of just taking the initiative. why should i always be the one?
when i look at like the faylows, they are so much more 'united' and coherent, compared to like the spices. where are the friggin spices gals?? busy. ha!
wat about the SATC mates? i dun hear from them at all.
maybe all are working but hmmm....aren't we supposed to like keep friggin in touch? yes the idealist renee speaks once again. mannn things like keeping in touch is bullshit i say. Bullshit with a capital B. i'd like to take the take-for-granted stance more than anything. but well shoot me tat's my take on it.
B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T is the word. That's my word of the day.
renzi screams again...
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