screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Thursday, July 21, 2005
3:24 PM
i'm losing faith...
hmm...firstly this has nothing to do with today.
well.. i have actually told you mostly wat i wanted to tell you, or wat has been on my mind lately. jus wanted to tell you more i guess.
wanted to ask a few questions...
was talking to rencong the other day and he was telling me that if you like the other party enough, you wouldn't mind spending time with the person or wouldn't mind seeing the other part everyday. this may apply now but i just wanted to ask, wat happens if i come back for good? well please answer with honesty. i just wanna know your thoughts about it.
why do u want me to come back? hmm seems to me like sometimes you take me for granted. maybe i do that in aus. i dunno but i can never seem to be happy enough about the amt of time you spend with me? maybe i considered one other factor, and tat is i've only 3 weeks but doesn't seem like you bother.
sigh...dunno jus tot i might wanna ask u these questions. i can't remember the rest.
and one more last thing. sorry i'm acting like some you may call "psycho" bitchy galfriend but hey...i'll only be here for another mere few days. dun tink you notice. i thought i might remind you.
maybe a little attention would help. maybe your messages should be more...(how do i put it?) less short ended? sigh...yeah...
tat's prob about it.
regards,renee..(remember me?)
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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