screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Thursday, May 12, 2005
1:52 AM
jealous
i'm so jealous. i noe i sound like some whiney bitch but oh well my blog, my thoughts.
i'm simplifying everything because i'm damn tired now, physically and mentally drained tat is.
bah. jon t kept messaging to see whether janelle was back and whether she was with us. wa. i'll cut off all my genetal organs the day kenneth is so concerned.
seriously i think even if i were to get into an accident, or when i get raped, or just completely disappear from the face of the earth, he wouldn't bother.
i realised my previous and current bfs were/are like that- the easy-going, or can't-be-bothered sort. i choose the latter.
aRghHHh... damn it. i don't know why i'm so affected.
even if kenneth reprimands me for not telling him all this shit, he would
a) say i tink too much
b) say "like you care so much about me"
if only he knew, if only...
sigh...FUCK THE WORLD!
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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