screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Monday, April 04, 2005
9:38 PM
argh
that reply really reminded me of my confrontation with mum years back. till this date, nothing has changed. she can't see wat i see and maybe i can't see what she sees. so wat do i do now?
i'm really dreading to go back. i dun wanna go back. i don't want no more confrontation. i hate confrontations. i jus wanna run away. i jus dun wanna stay in the damn house any more. but even if i say anything, she wouldn't hear of it, of my reasons. why? maybe because of her pride or something but i'm sick of it.
maybe i listen to too much of anastasia's song but i want to quote "i'm sick and tired of always being sick and tired". how true it is. how true it is...
what should i do now?
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"The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
Gets stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you’ve got no say at all"
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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