screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Sunday, March 20, 2005
9:41 PM
life, oh life...
sometimes i wonder what happens when we let go, or happen to overlook the multiple chances that slap us in the face. do we settle for second best? or worse, third or fourth?
i was just thinking about it and it struck me that we will never know. a person whom may never seem to be a person whom you can trust, and talk to may actually turn out to be a bosom buddy, or even a life-long partner (i'm referring to all sorts of r/s, be it friendships or watever).
all it takes is jus a little bit of effort, and maybe at times, sacrifices. but does that mean compromising? compromising what could be your principles, morals, and criteria. should we compromise? should we give chances?
well the answer, up to the individual. but i'm glad i did give leeway to some aspects of my life. i know i've compromised in all sense of the word but it has made me who i am (although i sound like i took this from a textbook). but as ideal as it may sound, it allows you to be a person. as paradoxical as it may sound, this is life.
and right now, i'm savouring every bit of it =)
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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