letter to ken-boy (extended version)
well hi dear...
your tomorrow (that means my today..sounds wrong somehow) is good i guess.. maybe i'm PMSing..if i did snap at you yesterday, i'm sorry. jus felt like somehow quite lonely even though i was out with two separate groups yesterday. i mean my group of friends who meant the world to me are gone, but yeah i noe i have to move on (hahha sounds like i broke up). i'll be strong. somehow i know being by myself is good. hehhe although i ssaid that i'm lonely i also appreciate the solitude. did that make sense? or did i completely contradict myself??
i'm looking forward to karen coming, but it's like last year when you were coming. hmm i noe it sounds really wrong when i look forward to someone (whom i'm so familiar with) coming down, but yet at the same time, i'd rather be in australia with my aussie friends. my friends from singapore somehow remind me of home. i wonder whether that made sense...maybe unfamiliarity breeds comfort sometimes.
somehow i'm not looking forward to going back to singapore...sigh..
well... i didn't go to the gym nor do my work. i tink i'll give myself a break today. maybe later after church i'll go do my readings. prob going to the city to meet eemin to go to church. amazing how i go ALL the way to the city to go to church. nah jus wanna go for another time.
hmm.. sigh..... =**(
hope to see you here again. hahaha some have already been asking "is kenneth coming over again?" hahaha so will you want to satisfy their cravings to see you? hahhahahahaha...
anyway going to brush up, then will sms you. tink you're going to sing soon. so yeah...
love,
renzi
renzi screams again...
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