screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Sunday, March 06, 2005
1:03 AM
letter to the girths
Hey ladies... =)
well another update from me since someone lovely decided to reply. YAY! keep those replies coming in. i love reading and finding out the latest happenings of my darling girth gals...
have been cooking in quite a bit. but i haven't really been cooking the right proportions? hahhaa i always cook too much. see that's the prob of cooking alone. =( ALV I WANT YOU BACK (hahah don't i sound like some desparate ex...hahaha almost wanted to say desperate housewife hahah sheesh...)
that's why i kinda asked yicheng about the sharing of groceries, whether she wanted to like cook together or maybe cook a meal maybe twice a week for each other. wanted to also rope in the other housemate (who's called sufei by the way. i can't seem to remember names, esp chinese names. i'm so glad she has a make-shift tag hung on her door. HAHAHAH) as i was saying... i asked yicheng. and she said she could only cook on weekends. my next question to her was "then wat will you be eating during weekdays?" her answer was a very student answer "mee goreng lor"
how can one eat so much mee goreng? wouldn't you get sick? ulgh... hahha even two same dishes consecutively for two meals would make me want to lose my appetite already! hmm oh well...if she wants to lose more hair, then i'll silently support her. =) that's all i can do right? or maybe i should put up posters too? HAHAHAHA
well...in that same particular 'chat' session that we had (NB: the inverted commas), she asked me whether i went for the SAM bbq b4 or after my gym session.*** so i told her the latter. she then said something to the extent that it's bad to eat after exercising because my body would absorb more oil quicker and i'll get fatter easily. AIKZ....i'm quite tired of ppl telling/preaching to me about such shit. i mean being overly enthusiastic, well enthusiastic isn't the word, overly 'health' conscious. ulgh. jus urks me. "wah this is so fattening", "eeee....so much fat", "i want to eat less because i'm fat", "i'm on a diet".....ya ya..you're fat. happy? is that the answer you're waiting for me to say? if not, shuddup and jus live silently in agony, without food *evil shriek*
okok...i'm evil...but it's true. why is everyone so conscious about being fat? is being skinny very good? i dun tink so. i prefer to have a leeee-tle bit of fat and meat to keep me warm (i'm scared of the cold) and i prefer to float. dun wanna sink .HEHEHEH>.....okok.... anyway some background *** SAM had their BBQ yesterday and i went for their bbq right after running in the gym.
i tink i got a little bit heated up there. please excuse me.
anyway let's see...wat did i do today. I'm quite proud of myself. i did some reading after i came back from grocery shopping. i'm amazed at how much i bought. hahha i bought enough to prob feed an army i tell you! i have already invited alllan, gerard and janelle over for dinner on monday. i'm whipping up something simple - teochew mui. heheh reminds me of *soobbb* a sad love story of my ex housemate and myself.... i also invited kee hung over on tues for some lamb chops. hope i dun screw up my cooking. got a leeee-tle bit of competition from chef bryan. ulgh...hahaha
had dinner at bryan's place today. it was his housewarming and i tell you...he is a damn good cook. i have to say u guys missed out *whoooosh* but gave me a bit pressure because i'm cooking on tues for kee. sniff...
oh stopped by jiarong's place to say hi. it was jiarong's housewarming and when i stepped in i could make out the whiff of various alcohol mixes in the air. jiarong was high then, kelvin was drunk already...hahah quite funny. oh well... met this AC junior who seemed overly enthu, maybe it's jus me...ahhaha left in less than half an hour
well that was my saturday..hope my 'essay' to you guys made sense. hahaha a little down today because i guess when i saw who i was hanging out with, and where i went to, it reminded me of you guys...
i want you guys back. jus do a friggin masters or postgraduate degree....see meeeeee...come visit meeeeeeeeee....
wish you were here,
renzi
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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