i wish i wish i wish...!!!
sometimes you learn through various sources about how blissful a person's life is, or how he/she is doing so well, nothing can stop them. well i somehow always come across such situations.
after hearing/reading about it, i'll go "i wish...." or "if only..." guess one can never be too satisfied. more often than not, i lament about how life could be better. but i guess i'm quite fortunate. actually i'm VERY fortunate. i may whine about how my family's fucked up, or how much work i have, or just plain yucky food in front of me. however i know that i am blessed.
no i'm not talking about anything spiritual here. but indeed i'm blessed.
i'm grateful that i've a family. as evil as it may sound, that means i get pocket money, for now.
i'm also grateful that i have something to do. on the top of my head, it can be seen in two ways. one, i'm physically and mentally able enough to actually get things done. AND...two, i've actually something to kill time. some in the world actually wait for time to kill them. i've an advantage in some sense.
i'm happy that i have food on my table. more often than not, we waste food, or we complain about the food, its quality. but many in the world don't have anything to eat. that's why i caned my bro the other time.
well...one can't have everything in the world. no diamond no car =) but i'm fine. i'll live. i know i sound like i'm consoling myself but hey i've riches in many other aspects and i'm fine =)
renzi screams again...
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