screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
11:47 PM
have u ever
have u ever wondered how things will be like if you took a right turn instead of a left? or maybe jus left turn instead of coming to a complete halt?
i have.
tat is figurative i noe. i was just thinking about how a decision, no matter how minute it is, can change circumstances in a swift blink of an eye. i've witnessed that almost everyday i'm sure, maybe not even knowing it. i myself am a testament to my decisions. you are too. scary isn't it?
what would happen to me if i did listen to mum and had gone to KC instead of stayin in geylang methodist? whoo big difference. even at that age, that decision to defy my mum landed me great friendships, and memorable moments. tat's only one instance which i thought of striaght away.
my decisions didn't mean that it only affected me. i would definitely affect someone, something or some circumstance. i have to keep reminding myself that. ALL THE TIME. because i'm rash. not to mention stubborn. it's like sliding doors (only thing about that is...I HAVEN'T WATCHED THE DAMN MOVIE)
once again no rationale behind this, but i'm just glad i turned sometimes, and stopped at other times. some deicions have made me a fool, others, made me learn and live.
nonetheless, i'm glad and thankful.
that i'm able to even make decisions.
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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