screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Thursday, March 24, 2005
4:45 PM
empty
my life is empty. somehow although i'm contented with most things around me, i still feel empty, lost. what's the use of studying? of working? yeah to get shitloads of money. but is that all we're striving for? for money?
what happened to love, friendship, and everything that should be more important? family? idealistic me again. but true. society tells us to earn money, gain status, make friends with colleague. wat about what we want? what about the inate tendencies that we all used to have when we're much younger??
sigh...
i dun wanna grow up. i'm going to be 22 next week. it's too fast. i wanna turn back time. i wanna find my souce of emptiness. i wanna stop time to tink about what i wan... help!~
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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