screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Friday, December 10, 2004
1:55 AM
stuffed up!
my nose that is! argh!! oh well think i'm falling sick AGAIn. but that's highly unlikely, because i've been sleeping pretty early. haven't seen kenneth much, and haven't been suppering too! hahaha moral of the story, if u dun wanna fall sick, sleep late!
HHAHAHAHAHHA what silly logic is that? anyway ... was talking to meng and something or well i thought of a question which constantly comes to mind: am i a good girlfriend. meng thinks i am. maybe he should ask ken personally. kenne wouldn't tell me, he claims he has to be "politically correct". BLEAH!
wat a silly answer. maybe a silly question proceeds a silly answer?
sigh..
well i wanted to call ken yesterday to say that i was thinkng about him and he was eating crabs, and when he called again, i told him but he glazed past that. did he even hear me? did he hear my comment? did it matter?
sigh..me wants to be sweet, but whenever i am, i get tossed aside. maybe it's just sensitive renee over-reacting. well like wat meng says, REN.
i shall try to be sweet without expecting any- thing/reaction in return!
maybe i'm asking too much
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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