screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Monday, December 20, 2004
5:11 PM
bei bi wu chi xia liu!!!
fucking tired, having a headache, and i'm jus so peeved at danny. he wrote alot of shit in his blog and he's jus being a headache/pida!! argghhhhh...
sigh...
here's a summary of how i'm feeling right now.
(my letter to alv)
i'm so fucked man alv...i'm soo peeved at danny.
you should go read his blog. he pushed most of the blame on me, talked cock about being more selfish next year. fuck my ass man!
i'm fucking angry lor. i feel unjustified. i mean i feel so maligned by him. bAHHHHHH!!!! now i seem like the bloody bad egg and like i'm fucking bullying him
waat...he said he may not be able to find a housemate and may move out. fine... i dun mind, i really dun. but how am i supposed to fly back earlier right now?? all flights are fully booked now lorrrrr!!!!
having lunch now. lost my appetite...feel like crying. alvvvvvv.....i feel like crap. *sniff*
hope you're having a better time than me.
feeling so helpless now...argh
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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