screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Saturday, November 06, 2004
12:04 PM
wrote this yesterday
Wow the stupid computer is acting up, blogger’s not letting me off as well. Sigh… well was just talking to weiqiang and jus kinda miss mama again. Argh the melancholic music isn’t helping.
Sigh… I wrote a friggin entry about this but well I lost the mood already… I jus can’t wait to go back…14 more days I know it’ll pass in a jiffy but…sigh… some part of me wants to stay here. One because I have my privacy and I won’t be reminded of mama…
But another part of me is flying back or wanting to because… staying here means I’ll be alone thinking quite a bit and it’s detrimental to me sometimes because I think too much. Even ken thinks so too. Sigh…
I really miss mama
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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