screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Sunday, November 07, 2004
12:45 AM
being myself
i'm at home alone and i feel liberated for some reason, yet at the same time i feel lonely and sad.
these few days i've been feeling sad. maybe it's because i know the end is near, the end for my days with alv...with charms. i know i can still meet up with them back home but it'll be diff. it's diff..
i'm dealing with various thoughts all at the same time. and i know i'm going to be incoherent but i dun really give a damn...
hahah
maybe it's the music again...
wat's wrong with me...
neuroticism taking place?
dum dee dum...
jus wondering, what i will do when i graduate. seriously thinking and peaking..i really dunno. would i end up making coffee for ppl, or would i be successful? and does success equate to me being a very diff person from wat i am now? who am i? does success diffuse and weaken a person in another sense?
hmmm... thoughts...i hate being alonee...
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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