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just wondering whether i'm a lousy galfriend. i mean i'm not saying tat this gal is but she seems to be treating her bf like...well jus taking him for granted. i wonder whether i do tat too. and if i do that do ppl see me like tat?

i also think to myself why some guys still stick to their unreasonable bitches if they are like tat to him and vice versa? why do gals stick to their violent boyfriends if they are beating them up? why isit so unfair for some ppl?

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i wonder why he has to constantly complain... do ppl see that and jus jump straight to conclusions? do i listen to one side of the story and jump the gun, and make assumtions of others? what right do i have?

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is it evil for me to say that some ppl can jus never get over other ppl? am i like tat too?

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why are some gals jus bitches? and why are some guys bastards?

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Then..why are some ppl so full of themselves while others are drenched in the lack of self-esteem, wallowing in self-pity?

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why was i foolish enough to get together with dom?

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ppl say bewarre of the 3-5-7 mark. that's scary shit i say. so wat? every 2 years after the 3rd year of being toether with someone, the person has to look out for signs of disaster??