screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
3:50 PM
man!
ahahhaa jus decided to go onto friendster for a while and...guess whattt.... soo many girls of my age are...so much more well-groomed, presentable and seemingly prettier than me. man! life's unfair sometimes eh? i know i'm lamenting on the worst issue but..hey sometimes one needs to wallow. and i'm in that stage right now
sighness...
some ppl tell me i should try to dress up and stuff...but i'm not comfortable. however when i go out, many around me stand out. i feel like some plain jane. feels like some double edged sword. tat's why i'd rather be a guy sometimes. i dun have to worry about weight, skin, all that shit.
BAHHHHHHHHH....
life's unfair smetimes...but i guess i still thank God for how pleasant (hahah i feel tat i'm being politically correct here) i look =)
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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