screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Sunday, October 17, 2004
10:49 AM
i'm scared...
haha just wanted to pen this down since it occured to me again.
well after reading the few usual blogs, i started to ponder about next year. i tell you ALL my close friends are leaving this year. this is so bad. sigh. i mean i know i can make friends and all but close people who actually know and understand what i'm saying are hard to find. it's even harder to find people who actually know what i'm thinking even before i speak (tat's kinda scary aint it?)
i know i can make things work out for people i want to be close to but...the people who really know me...ARE GEMS.
sigh...charms, alvina...i'll really miss you guys.
and for charms i know she is also quite interested in finding out who i'll hang out with...so will i man. hahha we shall jus wait and see...
it's quite scary for what the future has in store for me.
i'll be calling SIA soon...to change my flight.
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 10.51am)
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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