i won't say i'm happy for you if i dun mean it
hmmm i really wonder whether you thought about whether you're doing this to
1) make yourself feel better, that you have another half right now
2) make him feel better, or reassure him
3) make another him KNOW that you're happy
4) psycho yourself that you are happy
i really hope you are. in the meantime i'll just wait and see...i dun wanan say something that i don't mean. i want to hug you one day, if that happens and i really genuinely know that he's true, and say "i'm very happy for you"
i think i've wavered quite a bit in terms of being true, honest and firm. i'm still trying hard not to be hypocritical. i will prob always be tryin because of how society's like. but i'm making a concious effort. well pushin hypocrisy out of the way, i really hope he's true to you because i don't want you to get hurt again and go through so much pain and suffering. AND i really hope on your part you don't hurt him as well.
both of you are my friends and all i can say now is i wish you all the best.
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 11.15am)
haha tat's a bad habit i must say...wishing upon a star..
renzi screams again...
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