screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
10:26 PM
i miss home
as much as i hate to say this..i really miss singapore. i love my friends here, but i love my friends even more back home. wait did i just say that? maybe jus a proportion of friends. i'm a fuckin loner i think.
i'm a walking contradiction smetimes.
sometimes i want to be in groups and have fun, yet at times i just want to be by myself.
sometimes i want to be single, yet at times i know i love him too much to do so.
sometimes i love to talk to new people, yet at times i think doing that is a complete waste of time.
what's wrong with me? is there a possibility in not sitting on the fence? in my opinion i'm doing that right now.
maybe i'm just plain escaping. period.
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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