screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Sunday, October 17, 2004
10:14 PM
flabsssss
i'm feeling vulnerable now. think it's my menses...man! i think every gal, at least once in her lifetime, would blame it on the menses, her pms and all that shit. i wonder what guys use when they're in a bad mood. are they even entitled to complain?? tsk...i hate it when we gals become bitches but i dun really care at this pt
i feel kinda flabby. i've been to the gym but ....nothign seems to work. i dun wanna complain to any of my friends because it's such a cliche topic to tok about. in my opinion, if they happen to tok about it, we'd prob glaze over the subject. i HATE tokin about weight. gals tend to focus on their appearance. that's scary. what's even more scary is how many gals would use the models as a role or guide to what they should be. tsk why should we, girls/women, be subject to scrutiny all the time? why should WE be objectified all our lives? why should we be stick-thin? does that make us happy? NOOO...it will prob only make us feel like we need to be more skinny, to be pretty. being skinny DOES NOT equate to being pretty. why doesn't anyone fuckin get it??
tsk..
sometimes i dun get why i dun get it. i also get sucked in teh system somehow.
i dun want to!
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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