screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Thursday, September 09, 2004
10:29 AM
a mild fantasy
i've always wondered how some guys can love..maybe i shouldn't stereotype. i always wonder how some people can love someone and not let go even though circumstances tell u that it's impossible. for example wee..and oh take dr for example who liked me when i was sec 2 to j1(i think)? that was long...but do people love for the sake of loving? are they clinging on to a string of hope which may cause them to fall so hard?
i see some people around me who have people who are hard up on them. yeah kenneth would prob call them suckers but... wow... i wonder if *choy* i break up with ken, would he be like that...? or would he immediately flit to another gal. *shiver*
hmm..no guys like me now. i jus wish well someone would like me or something. hahah yes i sound desperate but it's true i tink =p i noe this sound SOOO naive but i equate someone liking me to me having a good personality. if no one likes me...then..? work it out..aikz! my personality sucks!
alas, the screwed up mind screams again..
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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