screamings from the heart
i love my life
but sometimes it can be unbearable, not to mention heartbreaking
this is my life and my other side...
Sunday, September 19, 2004
9:36 PM
a letter
dear cheryl,
how are you? how's the weather in russia?
enough of the pleasantries. well i don't have much to ask you other than the 'terrorist attack' and the weather. isn't that sad? i mean i've long wanted to make it up. and don't get me wrong. i'm not being patronising. seriously i've had enough of that in real life. but i really genuinely want to ask how you are. i know i haven't been the best cousin and i noe it sounds wierd to even recieve a letter (thru a blog) you must be surrpised or even indifferent but PLEASE DO NOT just scoff at this letter. please do not, i stress again, see this as a form of patronism. i'm genuine and i really want you to hear me out.
i may be too late to write this but i'm sorry. i'm sorry for not making the effort to talk to you. i was stupid childish and foolish. i am also sorry for not talking to you online.
i don't know where i'm headed or heading but i just want us to be friends. i really hope i'ts not too late. my dear cousin, please forgive me. i really want us to have things in common. i really wish we could be like when we're younger. i know you may argue that things have changed, but one thing hasn't changed- the fact that we're cousins, we're related. and hear this...
i love you...
it's very hard to say this and it takes a lot of pride. i'm crying as i'm writing this. please please take this seriously. beccause i am too. i am even looking for places to learn how to speak russian.
i don't know how to end this letter but maybe i'll end off by urging you to reply to this letter. it hurtrs to even get mono-syllabic words from you. i'm trying now, i hope it's not too late. please reply. take your time but reply...
take care over there. it's quite cold...15C the last i checked (your website). keep warm ok? =)
Love,Renee Yang.
renzi screams again...
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what really goes on inside my head?
evil thoughts
sad memories
plots
the "how-to"s
the "what-if"s
what i want to accomplish before i die
buy my own ring
earn at least 10K before i turn 30
support the family
bungee jump and survive
sky dive with someone i love
drop to at least a 47kg
say "i love you" to someone with conviction
reach,according to alvina, sexual peak...HAHAHA
say "i love you" to my parents
go to europe and backpack with someone
plan someone's wedding
make someone's day everyday
perform in at least one musical/play
open my own business (either pecking duck OR bakery)
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